4:00 AM

no, not sleepy at all...today i woke up, went to church, and in the afternoon we had some people over to my house...we had lunch there and afterwards we went to West Palm Beach and parked over the beach...IT`S SUCH A SOOTHING BEACH...everything`s so calm and relaxed, i can go there and lose the sense of time...great for writing and getting inspiration, i might at least try that some day...

tonight i`m feeling a little down, i was chatting with Francina, a friend of mine from my hometown Santo Domingo, and i realized how much i miss my friends, their warmth and their stupidities, their laughter and their coziness, in short: ALL OF IT. I don`t wanna think too much about it, it`s too sad for me, i think i`ll go now and try to have some sleep to see if i forget about all this...nothing better than a good sleep for a sad heart...;) As i was telling this friend of mine, life works in mysterious ways...you just gotta hold on to it and enjoy the ride...:/

does it make any sense at all what i`m writing? i hope so, i`m too tired to even think too much...my grandma is coming from Dominican Republic tomorrow, to stay til January 7th...i hope we have a great time...it`s been 4 months since i don`t see her...:)