Thursday, June 21, 2007

Sountrack to my life

It`s funny. It`s funny to see how people are talking to you, but all you see is their lips moving, while nodding to them. They see ur headphones on ur ears, but they somehow think ur fully paying them attention. If they only knew ur using them for some strange egotistical matters. It`s funny to notice...seems like a mute, black n white movie. You turn on ur ipod, lower the volume to a point where you can half-listen to what people say and just go on with ur everyday activities. All that happens next is accompanied to the rhythm of any song u have on. You feel like a monologue, like the hero from an action movie, like the last sperm to make it through, like if every decibel gave new meaning to every minute that passes. You feel like on a movie script. You see how every beat adds color to what ur eyes r seeing. Went once to the beach n i remember how the waves seemed deeper, how the sand seemed clearer, n the wind seemed breezier just by listening to Radiohead`s "Exit music(for a film)" at that moment. All i know is that the sun shone new beams of light while i was listening to that song. Its like watching the world through a new mirror. Everybody thinks the same: "my life should be a movie". I know i do. I know mine is.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Risk...and gain everything

Plainly simple...You would never know what u would`ve achieved if u don`t risk. The only sure way to not gain anything is not risking anything. You can`t expect to have something without giving something in return, meaning u can`t win a marathon race without first training n exercising. You can`t become a Doctor without studying for years. You can`t get a six -pack without doing crunches, cutting foods with fat, n doing cardio. You can`t get high without first smoking. Wishing n not doing, is like smoking n not inhaling. Like aiming and not firing. Like scared shitless n not running. Like making a call n not talking. Like getting a blog n not posting. Like buying a tazer n not shocking. Point made.